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Muldoon’s Clever Girls - Bloody Holly’s...</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="300" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/RK0kAMNWNRA?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://noknowledgestudios.tumblr.com/post/50111524401/muldoons-clever-girls-bloody-hollys-basement" target="_blank"&gt;noknowledgestudios&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Muldoon’s Clever Girls - Bloody Holly’s Basement 5/4/13&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/50150082234</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/50150082234</guid><pubDate>Sat, 11 May 2013 10:01:19 +0300</pubDate></item><item><title>Beneath The Frozen Sky.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0ddb2b0bc648b7534e140221529ff8cd/tumblr_ml4raokFBA1r4c5buo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Beneath The Frozen Sky.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/47766933397</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/47766933397</guid><pubDate>Fri, 12 Apr 2013 09:56:48 +0300</pubDate><category>photography</category><category>Black and White</category><category>Winter</category><category>cold</category><category>snow</category></item><item><title>In Silence</title><description>&lt;p&gt;In silence i dread&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Looking at the chaos that reigns&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;My blackened soul telling me&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;It is better this way&lt;br/&gt;Heartless and out of compassion&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;I grin, looking at the pestilence&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Death and destruction&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Eating at this fucking race&lt;br/&gt;Gore obsessed imbeciles&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Self acclaimed martyrs and profets&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;In silence i grin&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Laughing at the inevitable end&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;That will devastate and devour us all&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Like a black hole.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/47766706519</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/47766706519</guid><pubDate>Fri, 12 Apr 2013 09:49:55 +0300</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>humanity</category><category>failure</category><category>end</category></item><item><title>Insomnia tearing out my soul</title><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/47716715452</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/47716715452</guid><pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2013 22:07:02 +0300</pubDate></item><item><title>The Immortal Lie</title><description>&lt;p&gt;From nothingness he was created&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Moulded by man&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;The absolute truth held dear by so many&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;I defy, and refuse to believe anything&lt;br/&gt;From nothingness we came from&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;And gave this life a meaning&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;A shallow purpouse with an happy ending.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/45329498237</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/45329498237</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Mar 2013 08:02:07 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>religion</category><category>lies</category></item><item><title>"The pestilence of Jesus Christ
There never was a sacrifice
No man upon the crucifix
Beware the cult..."</title><description>““The pestilence of Jesus Christ&lt;br/&gt;
There never was a sacrifice&lt;br/&gt;
No man upon the crucifix&lt;br/&gt;
Beware the cult of purity&lt;br/&gt;
Infectious imbecility&lt;br/&gt;
I’ve made my choice&lt;br/&gt;
666!””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Slayer&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/45328937648</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/45328937648</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Mar 2013 07:49:32 +0200</pubDate><category>quote</category><category>lyrics</category><category>Slayer</category><category>Cult</category><category>Christ Illusion</category></item><item><title>Paradoxum</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Overtaken by disappointment&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;All that there is left&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Is not enough for me&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;To hold onto&lt;br/&gt;Misery&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Overbearing my existence&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Through and to the core&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Of all that is left of me&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;That i know is not enough for you&lt;br/&gt;Blacken the light of your adoration&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;And i shall rot in the guilt for all eternity&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Walk away now&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Forever abandon me&lt;br/&gt;Loneliness consumes my mind&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;The darkness devours my feeble soul&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Your absence eats at my heart&lt;br/&gt;I am cursed by this paradox&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;This will to isolate so great&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Killing my desire to love&lt;br/&gt;I am an empty shell&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Slowly filled to the brim&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;By anxiety.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/45064744229</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/45064744229</guid><pubDate>Mon, 11 Mar 2013 01:19:46 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>misery</category><category>loneliness</category></item><item><title>"Dead on the holy sign
As a laughing stock
While the blood flows down
Your flesh inexorably..."</title><description>““Dead on the holy sign&lt;br/&gt;
As a laughing stock&lt;br/&gt;
While the blood flows down&lt;br/&gt;
Your flesh inexorably rots&lt;br/&gt;
Symbol of disgrace&lt;br/&gt;
For the gullible race.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Hour Of Penance&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44694213915</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44694213915</guid><pubDate>Wed, 06 Mar 2013 09:23:00 +0200</pubDate><category>lyrics</category><category>quote</category><category>Hour Of Penance</category><category>Paradogma</category><category>death metal</category></item><item><title>The Dragon</title><description>&lt;p&gt;The soulless creature&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;He who gains only from the misery of others&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;The one who has nothing to lose&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;But the apathy of others&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;In the absence of light roaming the beaten path&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Through empty streets and alleys&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Where the sun never shines, and only grey resides&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Injected into the beating vein&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Leaving only misery and death behind&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;As empty as the mind&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Of the hopeless one&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;As dark as the veins&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Of the ones staring at the above.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44693701126</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44693701126</guid><pubDate>Wed, 06 Mar 2013 09:09:06 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>heroin</category><category>addict</category></item><item><title>noknowledgestudios:

SO HIPSTER IT HURTS is now available for...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6fadd706138047e8b48df4be88fe4341/tumblr_mj6bc52sdi1rblh9ko1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://noknowledgestudios.tumblr.com/post/44603581197/so-hipster-it-hurts-is-now-available-for" target="_blank"&gt;noknowledgestudios&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;SO HIPSTER IT HURTS&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; is now available for &lt;a href="http://muldoonsclevergirls.bandcamp.com/" title="Muldoon's Clever Girls Bandcamp" target="_blank"&gt;download/full stream&lt;/a&gt; on our &lt;a href="http://muldoonsclevergirls.bandcamp.com/" title="Muldoon's Bandcamp" target="_blank"&gt;bandcamp account&lt;/a&gt;. If you can’t download it there, it’s also available through mediafire &lt;a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?rbdnehcd7d15d0i" title="Muldoon's Mediafire MP3" target="_blank"&gt;here(high-quality MP3s)&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?e47rjmeg56aqwd3" title="Muldoon's Mediafire WAVs" target="_blank"&gt;here(WAVs)&lt;/a&gt;. There is an option to donate if you feel like it, enter 0 for a free download.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ol&gt;&lt;li&gt;Galactic Maximus Z&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Pink and Yellow Tie&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Another Teenage Wereboy&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Planet X(XX)&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;I Fucked Up&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Gut Feelings [Feat. Nalani Proctor of The War I Survived]&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Lee County All-Stars&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;The SS Apple Pie&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;This Is Being Bitter As All Hell&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Karate Mosh Kid&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;p&gt;‘So Hipster It Hurts’ was recorded/mixed/mastered by Alex ‘Skitch’ Crist at &lt;a href="http://noknowledgestudios.tumblr.com/" title="No Knowledge Studios tumblr" target="_blank"&gt;No Knowledge Studios&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Jamie Mason - Vocals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Alex ‘Skitch’ Crist - Bass and Back-Up Vocals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Cody Weber - Drums and Back-Up Vocals&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;Please take a minute to reblog. We really hope you enjoy!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44608518885</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44608518885</guid><pubDate>Tue, 05 Mar 2013 10:07:25 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Ever Evolving Human Condition</title><description>&lt;p&gt;There was a meaning, but it got lost in the way&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Through centuries and decades&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Of bloodshed and genocide&lt;br/&gt;Human condition, ever-evolving disease&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Submission and wilful ignorance&lt;br/&gt;These fearful creatures poison all&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;That once was pure and untouched&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Now nothing, but plague resides&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;On this polluted globe of human waste&lt;br/&gt;There is no meaning to this modern man made life&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Crafted pointless, futile, unfortunate, vain existence.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44280912883</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44280912883</guid><pubDate>Fri, 01 Mar 2013 08:45:59 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>humanity</category><category>earth</category></item><item><title>Darkest Shores.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e71ce094f856a8ef1ec3c7c38a07887d/tumblr_mix18qSYtn1r4c5buo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Darkest Shores.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44201985198</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44201985198</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2013 07:43:38 +0200</pubDate><category>photography</category><category>night</category><category>sea</category><category>woods</category><category>nature</category><category>finland</category></item><item><title>Cessation Of Life</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Descending into bliss&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Void of humanity and consciousness&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;No soul to harvest in this mortal, fragile body&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;My future beholds nothing, nothing at all&lt;br/&gt;In this empire of dirt i turn into naught&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Physical being swallowed by thy earth&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;A pessimist never loses, a tale of a true nihilist.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44201695030</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/44201695030</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2013 07:38:29 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>nihilist</category><category>death</category></item><item><title>Ode To Solitude</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Poking holes to these walls around me&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Peeking from the sanctuary of solitude&lt;br/&gt;Isolation, my dearest companion&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;I exist only here&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Behind these walls i come alive again&lt;br/&gt;Each day&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;I have to leave&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;The comforting tomb of silence&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;To face the ones who have driven me here&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Anxiety blessing my every day.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43973500201</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43973500201</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2013 10:35:53 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>anxiety</category><category>isolation</category><category>loneliness</category></item><item><title>"My arms can´t carry the weight of the world anymore.
My mind won´t worry about tomorrow.
My heart..."</title><description>““My arms can´t carry the weight of the world anymore.&lt;br/&gt;
My mind won´t worry about tomorrow.&lt;br/&gt;
My heart won´t feel sorry anymore.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Tuomas Saukkonen (Dawn Of Solace)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43708730896</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43708730896</guid><pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2013 08:38:13 +0200</pubDate><category>quote</category><category>lyrics</category><category>Tuomas Saukkonen</category><category>Dawn Of Solace</category><category>The Darkness</category></item><item><title>Exile</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Her smile&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;A burnt image in my mind&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Her laughter&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Echoing throughout my empty heart&lt;br/&gt;Where i am heading&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Is clear&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;And i know i won&amp;#8217;t meet you there&lt;br/&gt;Her tears&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Bringing distress, to ad nauseam&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;I vomit out these feelings&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Of deep regret&lt;br/&gt;Her dissapointment&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Scorching me from above&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;A failure is what i have become.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43708301074</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43708301074</guid><pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2013 08:28:00 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>regret</category><category>failure</category></item><item><title>"All I want is the place I think I’ve found
When I look into your eyes
All I know is that..."</title><description>““All I want is the place I think I’ve found&lt;br/&gt;
When I look into your eyes&lt;br/&gt;
All I know is that I’m tired of the world around me&lt;br/&gt;
Please don’t ignore me.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Henry Rollins&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43627816322</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43627816322</guid><pubDate>Thu, 21 Feb 2013 07:43:23 +0200</pubDate><category>quote</category><category>lyrics</category><category>Henry Rollins</category><category>Rollins Band</category></item><item><title>Deadly Intentions</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Your deceit deep in my gut&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Like a knife, twisting and turning&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Internally burning&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;This hatred will be the death of me&lt;br/&gt;Grinding my mind&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Empty of rationality&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Left with a single thought&amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Most hideous of all.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43627490462</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43627490462</guid><pubDate>Thu, 21 Feb 2013 07:37:46 +0200</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>spilled ink</category><category>murder</category><category>death</category><category>horror</category></item><item><title>Black metal and photography</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I took some photos today. It was really refreshing to take some time to be by myself. I feel like i can think better when there is no one around. Have to see if i got anything post worthy, honestly the priority was to be alone and as far away from people as possible.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43306812370</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43306812370</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2013 14:58:38 +0200</pubDate><category>photography</category><category>black metal</category><category>alone</category><category>fuck humanity</category></item><item><title>"My deep aversions
Building for years
Smoldering contempt internally burns
Dark..."</title><description>““My deep aversions&lt;br/&gt;
Building for years&lt;br/&gt;
Smoldering contempt internally burns&lt;br/&gt;
Dark introspection&lt;br/&gt;
Memories of scorn&lt;br/&gt;
Every slight an element of my simmering mind.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Alex Webster (Cannibal Corpse)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43298618824</link><guid>http://nihilex.tumblr.com/post/43298618824</guid><pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2013 10:35:42 +0200</pubDate><category>quote</category><category>lyrics</category><category>Alex Webster</category><category>Cannibal Corpse</category><category>Evisceration Plague</category><category>death metal</category></item></channel></rss>
