May 2013
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April 2013
3 posts
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In Silence
In silence i dread… Looking at the chaos that reigns… My blackened soul telling me… It is better this way Heartless and out of compassion… I grin, looking at the pestilence… Death and destruction… Eating at this fucking race Gore obsessed imbeciles… Self acclaimed martyrs and profets… In silence i grin… Laughing at the inevitable end…...
Insomnia tearing out my soul
March 2013
7 posts
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The Immortal Lie
From nothingness he was created… Moulded by man… The absolute truth held dear by so many… I defy, and refuse to believe anything From nothingness we came from… And gave this life a meaning… A shallow purpouse with an happy ending.
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“The pestilence of Jesus Christ
There never was a sacrifice
No man upon the...”
– Slayer
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Paradoxum
Overtaken by disappointment… All that there is left… Is not enough for me… To hold onto Misery… Overbearing my existence… Through and to the core… Of all that is left of me… That i know is not enough for you Blacken the light of your adoration… And i shall rot in the guilt for all eternity… Walk away now… Forever abandon me Loneliness...
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“Dead on the holy sign
As a laughing stock
While the blood flows down
Your...”
– Hour Of Penance
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The Dragon
The soulless creature… He who gains only from the misery of others… The one who has nothing to lose… But the apathy of others In the absence of light roaming the beaten path… Through empty streets and alleys… Where the sun never shines, and only grey resides… Injected into the beating vein… Leaving only misery and death behind As empty as the mind…...
February 2013
25 posts
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Ever Evolving Human Condition
There was a meaning, but it got lost in the way… Through centuries and decades… Of bloodshed and genocide Human condition, ever-evolving disease… Submission and wilful ignorance These fearful creatures poison all… That once was pure and untouched… Now nothing, but plague resides… On this polluted globe of human waste There is no meaning to this modern man made...
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Cessation Of Life
Descending into bliss… Void of humanity and consciousness… No soul to harvest in this mortal, fragile body… My future beholds nothing, nothing at all In this empire of dirt i turn into naught… Physical being swallowed by thy earth… A pessimist never loses, a tale of a true nihilist.
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Ode To Solitude
Poking holes to these walls around me… Peeking from the sanctuary of solitude Isolation, my dearest companion… I exist only here… Behind these walls i come alive again Each day… I have to leave… The comforting tomb of silence… To face the ones who have driven me here… Anxiety blessing my every day.
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“My arms can´t carry the weight of the world anymore.
My mind won´t worry about...”
– Tuomas Saukkonen (Dawn Of Solace)
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Exile
Her smile… A burnt image in my mind… Her laughter… Echoing throughout my empty heart Where i am heading… Is clear… And i know i won’t meet you there Her tears… Bringing distress, to ad nauseam… I vomit out these feelings… Of deep regret Her dissapointment… Scorching me from above… A failure is what i have become.
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“All I want is the place I think I’ve found
When I look into your eyes...”
– Henry Rollins
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Deadly Intentions
Your deceit deep in my gut… Like a knife, twisting and turning… Internally burning… This hatred will be the death of me Grinding my mind… Empty of rationality… Left with a single thought… Most hideous of all.
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Black metal and photography
I took some photos today. It was really refreshing to take some time to be by myself. I feel like i can think better when there is no one around. Have to see if i got anything post worthy, honestly the priority was to be alone and as far away from people as possible.
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“My deep aversions
Building for years
Smoldering contempt internally burns...”
– Alex Webster (Cannibal Corpse)
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Solitudo
Paint a picture of me… And show me what i have become There are no mirrors where i hide… Only broken glass and self-deception Convincing myself again… This path i have chosen… Will take me to you… Instead of hell Where i reside is dark… A place so morbid and cold… When did i get here… It feels so crowded yet so lonely… In my head.
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Note to self
Remember to drink every friday until you croak over and die.
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Buried
Buried alive and gasping for last bits of air… My lungs punktured and torn… My god holds a shovel in his hands Dirt rains from above… Slowly, i descend into despair… Rid of hope… I give in and die.
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“You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.
Fuck yeah, that’s...”
– Alexi Laiho (Children Of Bodom)
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“I got an empty heart like an open grave.”
– Wes Borland (Black Light Burns)
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Falling Apart Like A Leper
Out of all the seasons… Winter describes me the best… I am cold, frozen and dead… Unable to feel a thing You read the note over and over again… With teary eyes reflecting the apoligy… Written with last bit of sincerity… That was left in my body Out of all the seasons… You are the summer… The merciless sun burning the barren land… I am the dead...
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“Writing lyrics i love it, but it’s also one of the most frustrating things...”
– Neil Fallon (Clutch)
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“I’m a godless heretic.
Not a god-fearing lunatic.
That’s why...”
– Slayer
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Burnt To The Core
Anxiety… I stare at the ceiling… Trying to make sense of things Insomnia… Creeping upon me… Sleepless nights turn into weeks… Of darkness How long can i keep this up… Curiosity getting the best of me Burnt to my very core… And in these depths i find… You… Staring back at me… Consuming my life span.
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“I didn’t give a damn about what other people were thinking, or what they...”
– Frédéric Bourdin
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Just finished watching "The Imposter"
What a great film. Do yourself a favor and check it out.
Getting drunk and not giving a fuck about fuck.
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Mistaken For A Man
Her eyes reflect your deceit… Bitterness lingers… Beggars pride, a limb spine… By the time you kneel she is already gone… When you open your mouth to say you’re sorry… There is nothing left to be sorry about So, you collect the pieces that remain… Build from the ground up… Yet another frankenstein looking for a cheap thrill.
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“When I die you can cut me up and take all that you please,
But pity the poor...”
– Neil Fallon (Clutch)
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“I’m so sick and tired of all this shit”
– Liam Cormier (Cancer Bats)
January 2013
27 posts
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Chameleon
I don’t know how long i can keep up… The courageous act of lying to you These layers of skin… Falling apart and exposing… The animal within I blend in your happiness… Like a chameleon, with just a smile on my face… I convince you, that everything’s okay.
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“Most of the time I fucking hate life. Most of the time life is a flatlined...”
– Henry Rollins
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Beneath Your Vision Lies A Foul Being
On the ground… Boneless, and bleeding… Scratching off my skin… Exuviating, a rebirth… Rejection of the host I crawl my way back to you… Once more… On my way back to you… Forevermore This endless mile… Of endless torture… The sunlight burns my skinless body… I am tissue and muscle ready to be torn Beneath you… With my mouth wide...
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In The Ground Beneath Me
As if the ground beneath me was getting ready to swallow me… The hole a home for the maggots and flesh eating parasites Where only silence and darkness exist… Slowly we are turning to dirt… And all the anquish and hatred… Is left behind for the living kind My god, this must be the heaven they speak of… Eternity of nothingess, no consciousness… Just deafening...
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Heartless Bastard
I tell myself i don’t care… Each day i try harder to convince myself… I don’t give a fuck Every day i pass him by… The face of a wasted life staring back at me Every day i see her… Selling herself for an expensive habit In my mind i repeat… All day long, all night long… I don’t fucking care anymore… And so i choke on my cynicism I grow...
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I Take To My Grave This Despise
I feel nothing but resentment for this world… My hatred grows beyond proportions… Leaving me enraged and hollow I stare at them… Dwelling in their phobias… Breeding in fear of extinction, they multiply like rats… Spreading their gospel of hate, carrying their disease… Of ignorance A plague possessing pestilence… I gag in sight of their crosses…...
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“Bury me in a shallow grave so the dogs can dig me out.
If I die tonight, well...”
– Peter Dolving (The Haunted)
Slayer and black coffee in the morning
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Long Live Joey Ramone
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Hell I Am
And so i watched him burn… Scorch, in the flame of consequence… For i am fire.
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“If I live, I will kill you. If I die, You are forgiven.”
– Randy Blythe (Lamb of God)
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When Compassion Turns Into Blinding Rage
I grip your throat… And i have no intention of letting go… I break your spine… Just like your will… And leave you with shit stained dignity The soullessness of my eyes… Consumes every bit of your hope… You are at my mercy… And i have none left I will break you, completely… Make no doubt about it.
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I Seek For Her In The Abyss
Suicide… Cutting the stream of life… Red river runs through the ground… Where her remains lay Together once more… Floating in the infinity… Of time and space… Eternity defined by… Our love.
