Vile
Urge…
The need…
My hands tremble…
I cry for i cannot stop…
The vile becoming
Each moment spent…
Staring at the walls…
Haunted by these thoughts
I shall end your worthless life…
And become one with the beast within.
The Reign Of Terror
Hatred boils in these veins…
The skin is blistering…
If only stares could kill
Anxiety wrapped around my neck…
I am breathing so heavily
They are so blissful and ignorant…
If only they would know…
Of the terror that walks among them
I am ugly and hideous…
All things perverted give me comfort…
Soothing is the self inflicted pain
The blade eats into my flesh…
Releasing the pressure in these veins…
Rapid images of random acts of violence…
Enslaved by rage…
Soon i shall walk among you with an open heart.
Beyond Repair
These drugs only postpone the inevitable…
My hatred grows, daily…
I will break free eventually
These pills are the shackles…
Of my mind, but you cannot restrain…
That which expands, and changes form all the time
You should have ended my misery…
When you had the chance, but…
Instead you tried to fix, that…
Which i broke intentionally.
To The Core Of Pure Evil
The sound of tearing skin…
Obnoxious and vile is the sight…
Butchered with precision…
Nothing will be spared…
Total annihilation
As the mask of sanity wears off…
The hideous beast comes alive…
No one is safe…
When the ritual begins
In his eyes nothing is sacred…
Experimenting and playing with dark desires…
To the core of pure evil…
The hunger will never end.
Doom
Torn from my body…
Are these stitches…
Mend with frustration…
Never meant to hold
You are breaking out…
From the back of my mind…
A memory so vivid…
It takes control, again
Insomnia, i lay motionless like a corpse…
Darkness, swallows my soul…
Oblivion, my new home.
Abyss
I have fallen…
In between the past…
And the uncertainty…
That is my future
My empty mind…
Like a black hole…
A vacuum, that sucks the life out of…
Today.
Alone
This world built within a world…
I stand still in the chaos…
Watching as everything turns from green to gray
It is the new age…
I am not sophisticated enough to live here…
To breathe your precious air…
And to be apart of your time wasting routines
I die fine just by myself…
I will stay here deep within the forest…
Under the last bit of green…
Until the day you cease to be.
